Friday, May 25, 2018

Thoughts and rambles

I am in the time of my life where I really want something but I am too afraid of doing the things to have that 'something'. Yes, I am blessed with family, friends, and especially my husband who is fully supporting me in achieving that 'something'. I know and I can't deny it that the universe and God is even conspiring in giving that 'something'to me. All of the forces around me is pushing me to have it. Have you ever experienced that?

So what is the reason why I am not doing the things to achieve it? Am I afraid of something? What's stopping me? To be honest, it is just me, it is just myself. Not that I am afraid of something, I am just not convinced with myself achieving my goal. I am too afraid of myself not being capable, not being sufficient. It has been a couple of months now since I am contemplating of pursuing it. Hopefully, and I am praying really hard. With all my heart, that I can finally realize that it is only me who is preventing me to achieving my goal.

So what is this 'something'? It is going back to Youtube and making videos again.

Will you support me on this?

Schelle Cee